Weekly Journal
December 21, 2004 - June 29, 2005
Natalie Rene Morales
Monday, October 3, 2005
Family and Friends,
Wow - it's been a month since I last wrote. I have wanted to write so many times, but I could never find the right
words to write.
Alonzo and I are doing good. Some day are harder than others...still. I still cry myself to sleep most of the time.
We go out to Rest Haven Cemetery where Natalie is buried and visit with her. We tell her how much we love
and miss her and we make sure her marker is clean and always bring fresh flowers for our sweet girl. It still
feels like she was just here. I can still see her smiling at everyone who would look at her. She always lit up the
room, even when she didn't feel good.
A couple weeks ago, Briana and I were in the car and was looking out of the window and said, "I want to go to
the sky.." I asked her why and she said, "because Natalie is in the sky...she's in heaven and I want to go see
her." I told her I wish I could see her too and she told me that Natalie is in her heart. She's been great
throughout the past 9 months. When she sees my crying, she asks, "you miss Natalie - I want to give you a
hug." Briana still gets excited when she sees a picture of Natalie.
Things are now starting to get back to normal. We are getting back into our old routines. Briana is still enjoying
her tap and ballet classes each Saturday. Alonzo and I are still working full time and will soon start to house
hunt. We want to stay in the same area because of Natalie - we want to be close to her.
Well, I'm not sure what else to write for now. I will try to write more often because I know so many still check her
site and want to know how we are doing.
Love,
Alonzo, Nichole and Briana


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